Colossal Mistake

Sometimes there are things I just know that I can't handle, but I can't find a way out of. I could just not do it, but feelings would be hurt, and "I'm just not mature enough to handle this." doesn't seem like a good excuse. So, I do it.

I shouldn't have gone.

I tried to tell myself that I'd be OK. I wasn't. I knew it right away.

I stuck through it. And then I ran.

Now there are hurt feelings. I don't know how to make it better...